good-bad day (what should I do?)

I like a peace day like today. It feels like I will never get sad or down again forever. I can listen to my favourite songs and no one grumble too much so I can't hear the lyrics. Everyone talks good, my heart's in peace. Aaaaah I love my life.What a good day <3

But you know, there's any few times, that all I can hear is yelling and screaming. My head feels so dizzy, like "God, take me now." I call it bad day.

Sometimes I just wanna ask other people a question, "do you feel that, guys, do you experience this kind of thing too?" and when there's a YES, I'm gonna feel bit better that I realize I'm not the only one :)

Well, good day is easy too be told, and it's mainstream too. You know how it feels, you know the start, the end, the middle, and all the rest, before you get bad day over again,

But, bad day? I think everyone has their own level of bad day. Different levels. Different feelings. Different opinion. We are all have different mind, so it's gonna be interesting...

When bad day storm me, I.... wanna move out of here, wanna kill my self, ask people how to suicide (I really asked it to people around me seriously), without any sin, like a clean and holy way but damn are you idiot? Yes I am.